Like an addict I keep coming back to you
You're in my mind and heart every day.
Thinking of you is all I seem to ever do
Again and again I get thrown away.

No one seems to want to keep me
They keep sending me flying into the sky.
This feeling of loss and confusion is becoming a comfortable sea
In which I know I shall one day sink and die.

Each time I fall deeper into its depths
For some odd reason you keep finding me and taking me home.
Diving into my darkness you have leapt
Why toy with me? Why not leave me alone?

I'm used to being thrown aside
This is nothing new.
Why do you try to find all that I hide?
What exactly am I to you?

Throw me and know that I'll always come back
This love can only come through trust that I no longer give.
I've hidden all my lost emotions in my sea side shack
That is also where you will find my lost will to live.