Dezzy Doll
Desarae in Wonderland

Everyone's Yo-YoLike an addict I keep coming back to you You're in my mind and heart every day. Thinking of you is all I seem to ever do Again and again I get thrown away.Everyone's Yo-Yo
No one seems to want to keep me They keep sending me flying into the sky. This feeling of loss and confusion is becoming a comfortable sea In which I know I shall one day sink and die.
Each time I fall deeper into its depths For some odd reason you keep finding me and taking me home. Diving into my darkness you have leapt Why toy with me? Why not leave me alone?
I'm used to being thrown aside  
Shaggy and Daphne

EighteenPeople bug me People embarrass me People tease me is it no wonderEighteen
that the world sometimes ticks me off.
I can't wait 'til I'm 18 when I can drive live on my own and curse like a sailor.
I can date I can stay out late I could even earn my own living.
I could visit with friends at any time day or night nobody would really care
When I'm Eighteen!!
my cat and random girl

I know You Hate MeWhen I crack a smile I feel you glare at me. When I try to be myself You reprimand me for not being who you want me to be.I know You Hate Me
You like it when I'm silent and feeling kind of sad Then you take the time to make me feel worse. And when I try to join the conversation You act as if I've done something wrong.
No matter what I say or do Nothing seems to gain your respect. I try to let others in to push you out But somehow, to you, I'm just an insect.
And when I very rarely have to call you Your bored monotone voice seems to scream "I hate you! Why d


new haiku'sSLEEPING ARRANGEMENTSnew haiku's
Everyone sleeps where they are comfortable even in closets.
Harry Potter did Then he got into Hogwarts and slept in a bed.
PHILOSOPHY
follow your own ghost To find a past you forgot a life forgotten.


The Curse of TimeI watch the rain pour from the sky and as I listen and watch begin to cry. My cat pads over to where I sit on the floor as I watch the rain and lightning through the glass door.The Curse of Time
I don't understand what's come over me but everything seems to make me feel melancholy. Everyone's left and I'm all alone hoping to one day be found and known.
My imagination of books and a guy on the net haven't begun to fail me yet, but give it time and I'm sure they both will because Time and me are at a standstill.
Leaving me ageless to watch others grow and then tak
At the Beach
kicked out of love

The Grim ReaperMy love for you goes deeper For I am in love with the Grim Reaper. He with his scythe hunts for my soul Becouse I am his biggest goal.The Grim Reaper
He wishes me to join his side In the afterlife as his bride. People think he's just a skeleton but he actually does look human.
He does have these soulless gray eyes That sparkle when everyone around him dies. Then ne has this cute evil smile before he decides to bite and play for a while.
Being immortal in soul as well as body and he loves it when I'm naughty That way he can chain me high and passion
losing touch
One month Anniversary

Bad ServentTwinkle Twinkle little bat Why should I know where you're at. I am not the keeper of your fate Remember that I am the one you love to hate.Bad Servent
I was the one who molded you into existance Now that I know what you've become you better keep your distance I don't like know it all losers like you If you're so smart than why was I the only one who knew.
I knew everything during the process I just wish you'd chosen to regress You were innocent in the beginning I knew the moment you started sinning.
Luring those who knew nothing into your trap Just so you


Absent ScarsI thought about walking into a car today and wondered what you would do or say. Would you even care or am I someone you tolerate to bear?Absent Scars
You used to kiss and hold me tight and everyone said that we looked just right. Then one day you stabbed me in my chest with daggerlike words like "It's for the best."
I watch as you go through flowers like a bee Then you tug teasingly on my hair as you say "wait for me". You ask while buzzing around a flower about to bloom My friends say this fate leads only to doom.
My heart aches for a love I thought we had  
Love found at the Ball
couple collage
x-mas surprise

Assorted HaikusemonessAssorted Haikus
My tears do not come
My tortured soul cries in pain Please pull this knife out.
People ignore me They act like I don't exist I wish I could die.
I am the fall guy Everything is my fault I don't deserve you.
Fanfics
I am Sephiroth I want to have sex with Cloud He is so bishi!
I am Sasuke Naruto really bugs me He is my lover.
I am Naruto I think Sakura is hot She doesn't notice.
nightmare
I am a monster I get my kicks from scaring
Desk Battle

Chapter OneA young woman, about seventeen, with long auburn hair that glimmered by the moonlight, layed in a deep sleep upon a leaf that drifted ever so slowly down a stream. She wore a long, white gown. Watching from the branches of an ancient oak, sat a young man wearing a pair of old raggy brown pants, well built, about eighteen, well tanned, with dark, ruffled black hair that hung above his hollow brown eyes. He jumped down from his perch and rushed into the stream and dragged the leaf safely to shore.Chapter One
He stooped down and gathered her in his arms and carried her through the woods to his cabin hidden in the middle of a group of tre